finally.....

salam...
ari ni...rabu..20 mei 2009...
first of all...
sory sbb dh lme x update blog terchenta ni...
dlm mse semggu ni..
a lot of unexpected things happen...
prasaan bercampur baur....
ni nk tulis summary of my daily xtvt....
for da past 5 days...

15 mei 2009....

ade org ckp result mara kuar ari ni...
tp mse pkul 12 lbeh..
ak check kat web mara..
nothing change yet...
pas2 dh nk tido...
kwn ak ckap result mara dh kuar...
tp x official lg..
die check gne link yg sape ntah bg...
sblm ak try...
die ckp die dpt....
AND..
THE MOST FRUSTRATED MOMENT IS...
ble die ckp ak x berjaya..
dgn prasaan hiba....ak trus shut down laptop...
and try nk tido...
tp x leh...
mse tu hujan sgt lebat...
alam seolah2 simpati dgn ak...
ak x abes brdoa agar...
result tu tipu n x bleh diguna pakai...
sbg seorg pmpuan yg lemah...
ak terus m*******.....
malm berlalu dgn sayu.....

early in da morning....
ak cite kat mama n abh....
lps tu ak try bkak link yg smlm tu...
mmg tepat lg benar....
ak...TIDAK BERJAYA...
only allah knows my feeling on dat time...
i spend da whole day with c**ing.....
a few of my frenz keep sending sms to me....
they want to know my PILN result...
but i reply none...

advice yg mama n abh bg kat ak...
sempena kegagalan ak tu...

• ada hikmah di sbalik sesuatu perkara
• dah x de rezeki nk bwat mcm mne
• life must go on
  
• allah lbih mengetahui ttg segala-galanya
• kita hanya mrancang..tuhan yg mnentukan
• ni ujian allah..kte kna trime..
  
• dll..

so....
ak kna la menuruskan hidup...
sbg penuntut di UIA...
NOOR AZLEEN HAKIMA BT CHE AZIZ...da future dentist...

credits to all my frenz yg bleh fly...
tlong naek flight utk ak kay...

kwan2 ak ckp da main factor why i didnt get the schlarship iz....
PETRONAS dh sepakat mmbawa berkat ngan MARA...
soooo...
sape2 yg dpt twran ptrnas x kn dpat bsswa mara...
oleh itu...
skrang ak tlah mnjadi mnusia anti UTP...
sori ar klau bdak2 UTP bce...

dgn muka x malu...
ats sokongan beloved family and frenz...
ak bwat surat ryuan utk mara...
wlaupun x de pun die ckp bleh bwat ryuan..
so ak x mnaruh hrapan la...
hanya utk mngisi mase...

tapi...
TERIMA KASIH byk2....
kat smua org yg pham prasaan ak mse ari tu...
especially...
abah..mama..fiqa..cqin ramli..faisal..kwn2...n family members yg laen...
sbb korunk la ak jd kuat utk hadapi smua ni..

16 mei 2009

ak wish...
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY...
kat smua guru...
yg tlah mndidik ak hgga jd mnusia mcm ari ni...
trimas cikgu...

17-20 mei 2009

ak dh redha ngan result PILN tu...
akhir nya..
ak kuat utk hadapi smua ni....

road tu UIA...
ak sbuk prepare brg n all stuff needed..
byk jgak brg kna bli...
stelah hmpir 3 blan kat umah...
ak rse mlas nk kuar dr hidup yg selesa..
tanpa sbrang kerja kat umah ni..
lpas ni dh kne start using otak blik...
urghhhh...
YA ALLAH...please make me strong...

dmam....
x tau la the main reason ak dmam...
yg pasti ak DEMAM...
maybe...

1. frust gler x dpr MARA...
2. x snggup nk g UIA...
3. marah kat UTP...
4. H1N1...
5. byk sgt dosa...maklum la penyakit kan penghapus dosa...

tp...
ak rase sbb...
berjangkit ngan abah...
huhu...

lpas ni x tau smpat @ x nk bercerita lg...
dh nk jd student blik...
msti la cbuk kan...

kay la....
salam...
huhu...